Haunted by my own shadow

I was straight into the business.
But, my thoughts prevented me.
Just as always, i thought.
I could do nothing but not caring.

Before me lay a pool of dust,
And ash i remember.
The world seemed very unfamiliar.
I felt the wind blowing hard on me.

I was talking to my senses.
But, they seemed to be not caring.
The leaves were falling
Just like the pain inside my head.

Shadows began dancing around me
I felt a sudden fall.
Without touching anything,
I jumped into my shoes.

This place was never an illusion,
Nor a place to hide myself
From the countless thoughts
That follows me wherever i go.