Haunted by my own shadow

I was straight into the business.
But, my thoughts prevented me.
Just as always, i thought.
I could do nothing but not caring.

Before me lay a pool of dust,
And ash i remember.
The world seemed very unfamiliar.
I felt the wind blowing hard on me.

I was talking to my senses.
But, they seemed to be not caring.
The leaves were falling
Just like the pain inside my head.

Shadows began dancing around me
I felt a sudden fall.
Without touching anything,
I jumped into my shoes.

This place was never an illusion,
Nor a place to hide myself
From the countless thoughts
That follows me wherever i go.

Chilled Dreams

I woke up early in the morning,
Without being called up by my daily alarm.
I lay uneasily on my bed
My heart pounding with fear.

I felt like being consumed;
Emptiness started to gulp me.
I knew nothing but fear.
I knew something is near.

The windows of my bedroom
Opened up in random.
Chilled wind started to flow in.
I could taste it on my skin.

Vague images stared at me
My thoughts felt a new pain
They paid no attention to me
I wanted to run away from there.

My feelings ignored my presence.
My sadness filled up my veins.
Blood started to come out
Through the holes of my mind.

Without wasting any time,
I just came out of my mind.
I felt like a forgotten hero.
Someone called out my name.